Sad :(

It's been a rough few months. Jax our 12 year old poodle grew ill with diabetes. Then came down with cushings. I had to send him to the Rainbow Bridge last Wednesday. He is greatly missed :(
Today I got a call from my Brother Don, my Dad has cancer..a lung full of it. He see's the cancer doctor on April 1st, we'll decide what treatment is best then. I guess this must be another growing time in the Lord, certainly feels like a valley to me. So tired of death and dying. Need lots os strength to get thru this one, and another vacation wouldn't hurt. God help me!